So Down & Irritated!

i have been to down and irritated lately.... maybe its bcoz of the heat and the attitudes of my relatives.....my uncle to be exact. i just cant figure out how he can manage to sleep at night and yet cant even do a litle favor for his own mother! grabe talaga! its us, mostly my mom, who actually puts a lot of sacrifices just to take care of her. if you'll look at the big picture, my grandmother isnt even my mom's mother. she's my dad's mom. ok lang naman sa amin yun kasi lola ko naman yan.... pero i think they owe my mom plenty! and when i say plenty... i really mean plenty....

one day, before we left the old house.... my mom was asking a little favor from my ... ehem.... i dont know what adjective best suits him... my uncle(my dad's bro)... magtratransfer na kami... syempre naman, maaawa ka naman sa lola ko na maalikabok, di na namin cya halos maharap kasi we wer really busy packing up things... mama was asking them to look after my lola for like about a week until after we've settled down to the new house.... but instead of giving a little solution to this, he raised his voice and shouted .... "bakit?".... then my mom ans back "anong bakit?".... he then replied "eh bakit nga?" helllloooooooo he was questioning my mom kung bakit daw dadalin sa kanila lola ko! for christs sakes.... its his own mother tapos tinatangihan nya.... and then the conversation ended up in so many harsh, painful words from my so called "lay minister" uncle! he even badmouthed my mom. (hay naku, kung malalaman nyo lang ang mga pinagsasabi nya - you will not even think na masasabi nya yun after all the sacrifices that we've made for my lola.)

its just so sad kasi sarili nyang ina ginaganon nya. saka to think nagbibigay cya ng communion sa church tapos ganon ugali nya... san daw nya ilalagay ang nanay sa bahay nila?.... the main reason here is that... takot siyang mabuko siya sa lahat ng kalokohan nila... and ofkors, di sila makkalabas ng bahay pag nandoon lola ko.... not to mention the money he is spending (which is my lola's). and they even bought a revo.... hummmm i wonder where they get the money to pay the monthly..... He is afraid of the responsibility that he's gonna face.

and to what he did to my mom..... i think it will take a long while for me to forgive him for what he had said and done.... di nga cya makapaok sa bahay namin ngayon.... kapal lang ng mukha nya pag ginawa pa nya yun....

he would even, you know, tell people (after my dad died) that he'll take care of me and my bro "di ko pababayaan ang mga batang iyan!"....

yeah CRAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i pity my lola, she doesnt deserve to be treated like that... and she does not deserve na pabayaan nila at after nilang ubusin yung money ng lola ko, they'll just leave her like that.... dahil ba na stroke na cya and her body is not of use anymore? come on!

aniweiz, i believe in karma..... so i'll leave it to that!